A special thank you to all of you who made my birthday wish come true for me and for Matthew!
It meant so very much to know that people were being loved and encouraged during this time! It did my heart so good!
There is so much truth in money cannot buy happiness! There is not one single gift that has ever been able to buy me happiness on my birthday and on Matthew's birthday, but this year...this year, there was happiness and great joy in my heart and money didn't buy it! Your love, encouragement and support of my birthday wish did~ Thank you!!!
Today I am going to photo bomb the blog and give you a glimpse at our days as we celebrated Matthew's life, my birthday and the 4th of July. You were all such a big part in making these days so special and responsible for so many smiles!
I started the morning of Matthew's birthday with posting my birthday wish and then turning off all notifications on my phone. I knew I wanted the next couple of days to be family, family and more family. If I had a big "Gone Fishin'" sign to post, that is what I would have posted! I didn't want to miss a thing with my boys. I wanted to take Matthew's birthday and make memories. So that is exactly what we did. Below are a few pics from his special day.
July 2, 2013 ~ Matthew's 8th Birthday
|Will was holding the balloon so tight, except for one...|
|We quickly released the rest so they could all go together|
|this conversation between me and Nathan was pretty special...I am glad RW got this pic|
Visiting the cemetery is always so bittersweet, especially on Matthew's birthday...but I will say that the conversations we have are amazing out there. It has become a space that knows no barriers with what we talk about. And the boys will say what their heart is feeling and that is so important to us. We talk very openly in our home as well, but when we are out there, it is real and raw, unplugged and uncensored. These moments are necessary...
We had a sweet time at the cemetery together. Bittersweet, but sweet.
|We got Dixie after Matthew passed away for Nathan, she turned 8 June 23rd. She is our special pup for sure!|
|Will doing his catchin' some fish dance!|
|Buddy and Dixie sniffing for snakes keeping our boys safe|
|Will decided to squirt whip cream on his bait just to see if the fish would like it! ;)|
|The latest addition to our family, Buddy~|
|My favorite kind of four-wheeling...SAFE! That's what I 'm talking about!|
|breaking the pool rules...only one on the slide at a time!|
Baking brownies wearing goggles...that's how Will rolls!
Are you smiling yet?
How adorbs is he?
We made many memories on Matthew's birthday this year...smiled a lot and felt blessed with every single moment we were able to spend together! Very blessed!
July 3, 2013 ~ My 39th Birthday
My birthday is usually quite unbearable for me, but this year it was different! The minute I put my birthday wish on the blog, I knew it was going to be different! There was a great peace in my heart that I haven't had in a long time associated with my birthday. My heart found a way to help others through the days that hurt my heart so very much! There is great healing in helping others and this was giving me joy...great joy!
My day started with some big hugs from my boys and RW! Good stuff! Then off to lunch with some family at Newk's.
|Lunch with family at Newk's|
|Movie time with my sistas and RW|
RW went to the movies with us girls...we left Mom behind though because we were going to see "The Heat" and she would have been washing all of our mouths out with soap! The movie made us laugh so hard! Laughing was good! Really good!
After the movie, RW went back to work and me and sistas went shopping for a bit and then of course we went to eat frozen yogurt! We sat in the yogurt shop and did some catching up on sister stuff and then the rain began!
It rained so hard on the way home and just a few miles from the house, the sun started shining again. I was so glad the rain stopped! I had a big blonde dog at home I was going to have to bathe, again!
When I got home, this was waiting on me and so was the big blonde muddy dog!
|beautiful flowers from some special people|
I walked in the front door and out the back door to see the beautiful sky as the sun peeked through the clouds.
|after the rain|
|This was in the late evening on my birthday and I was smiling...it was a tired smile, but it was a smile!|
|My Mom got me this for my birthday and the verse 1 Samuel 1:27-28 is on Matthew's tombstone, notice the date on this!|
The message below the scripture is so beautiful too!
In honor of the movie we saw earlier today, "The Heat," this is how we finished dinner! ;)
And this is how I finished dessert...every last bit of it!
I just realized in typing this that I had frozen yogurt and 1/2 gallon of ice cream on the same day! Owning it! I ate it all! It was worth it!
July 4, 2013
RW and I had the house to ourselves for the morning and early afternoon too~ can you say it was still QUIET? We were laughing again because it was so quiet! It was a good quiet for a little while, but we were both very beyond ready to go get our boys!
While waiting to leave to go to RW's parents, I watched Nathan's Hot Dog Eating Contest on ESPN- can you say GROSS? Omyword~ I was holding my hands over my eyes peeking and screaming at the same time! I couldn't bear to look at it but I couldn't change the channel! I was listening to the count getting higher and higher and finally as they were counting down the last 10 seconds, I made a big mistake, I looked up! Well, curiosity killed the cat, right? I looked up just in time to see the last bit shoved in the winner's mouth and I ran to the bathroom as quick as I could and threw up...and threw up! Oh Lord, it was bad!
RW was laughing at me, shaking his head because I didn't change the channel! Never again will I watch that! Nope, yuck!
Now I cannot quit thinking about that...ewe...there goes the rest of this blog post and so much for dinner tonight! ;)
The car ride was so quiet on the way to RW's parents house. We weren't having to tell anyone in the backseat to quit touching the other person or to not say that or be nice to your brother or, well, you get the picture!
We talked to each other and listened to the radio and everything! When we finally arrived at his parents house and saw little Will! He ran toward the car with sweat dripping down his face and a big smile!
With that we began an evening of more memories that included eating (of course), Frisbee golf (or whatever you call it), tank wars, fireworks and more!
|Will greeting us at his Nana and Pop's house as we were pulling in the driveway|
|3 generations at the grill...professional taste testers too!|
|My Family~ Matthew may not be visible in the photo, but he is so present in all that we do in our lives! And that is a beautiful gift to us all!|
|We made it through, smiling!|